The beginning

I'm not completely sure why I am starting this, but I feel like I need to do something. I've had a lot of stuff happen lately and a lot of feelings to work through. I used to write in a journal everyday and that really helped me, but now it's sitting alone in my drawer back at home, rightfully so because I'm not proud of a lot of the things written in it. Over the past few years I have lost sight of the things that really matter, like friendships and family. My vision was clouded by things like love, parties and trying to be someone. Along the way I lost sight of what life is suppose to be about...doing something that makes you happy. Not saying in those years I wasn't happy because boy, was I happy. I had friendships that I wish I never would have let go of and I am sorry if you were one of those people. I have a lot of stuff to work out and like I stated earlier...writing it down helps. And if people reading this (if there are people reading this) are anything like me then reading what I am going through will help them get through whatever it is they are going through, big or small.