Nothing Like College

There's nothing like college to figure out who your real friends are. In high school I'd like to think I had a lot of friends. Maybe not the kind of friends that would go the ends of the earth for me, but I know I had people I could count on and people I could sit by and hold a really good conversation with. I miss days like that. I miss being in high school and being able to get away from my every day people sometimes and find someone new. I had that kind of personality too. The kind where I could step out of my comfort zone every day and not mind of I got turned down. College on the other hand...is different. I'm not sure why but I'm not willing to step into that zone. And on top of that, I don't have many friends from back home anymore. I can probably count the good ones on one hand...maybe with a finger or two from the other. And to be truthful, all the REALLY good ones are girls, but I need a guy friend. I miss my boys like Cory, Mark, Tim, Fonzi and Steven...I miss everyone hanging out with you guys and watching you play video games...or watching you get drunk and pass out half naked in bed with each other lol. There's a few other guys that I miss hanging out with too but I won't mention their names. I just don't like how we all seemed to go our separate ways and don't seem to talk much anymore. Here at college..boys seem to be a different breed. The girls too actually...well at least most because I've met some pretty good ones. I guess what I'm trying to get at is I miss the friendships you only seem to see in movies. I always wanted to have that friendship where guy is girls best friend and that's all there ever is. I want that guy friend who's always gunna be there for me and will lay in bed with me for hours when my heart is broken. The friend who's going to go kick some ass when things go wrong in my life. Someone to come watch me ride horses because that is the only moment in my life when I know where I'm suppose to be. I don't want a boyfriend. Just a guy that loves me as a friend. Nothing more. Am I the only one who wants a friend like that? Or does everyone just have that kind of friend and I'm the one left out? P.S. college sucks. Don't ever do it.